眼泪干了，勇敢去了

又是一年的尾端了，少不了的就是找个角落来发恼骚，埋怨一下这整个年头里,自己做过堕落的事，骄傲的事，伤心的都给记下来。记忆里最深刻的那事是-那一天，我搭车回学校去，路途中，一边在看着信息，眼泪不受控制的流，还好那坐在隔壁的朋友看不见我这狼狈的样子。新的一年，为了自己该好好的争取机会见识多点，不想如朋友所说的的那么天真

电话弄丢记。

9月7日，大头虾的我把电话给弄丢了，失去了很多朋友的联络电话，当中有该继续和不该继续联络的人，心里情绪复杂交错。身边很多朋友都说："是时候换电话啦。。"..真的笑不出咯。过后的那几天，让我发现多一样不开心的事，给人欺骗了有半年时间啦，其实在中间时，明明自己是感觉到的，却还真的天真到让那个人三两句就哄妥了。笨咯...!再一次问自己是否自我保护该加强呢?自己承认很多时候遇到人际问题时，很多时候选择不把它复杂化，难道这样不对吗？也许现在看清那人也是好的吧，失去联络也算是对的时候吧？也许这就是天父的旨意..

Get well soon

im regret of wht i did again, i shouldnt make tht's decision without proper thinking, the consequence is i get hurt. This is a good lesson for me from God, make me know tht the true love not easily to get, not a simple guy come to approach u then he is really suit to u...im get hurt because i easy to falls to him,tot he is the ppl tht i can count on, sharing n also talking. now, im become less confident of myself . Dear God, when do i can cover bck for this bad memory? please give me energy to keep on going...i dun do this again.

A selfish gal

Im interested to knw im hw much selfish in my frens heart? wht rate do they wil giv me? recently im realise tht i did a selfish thing last time, i did the same mistake but tht time im stil confident to say " im rite". a brand new year..i wish my attitude can change to be patient to face my partner in my life.