the prob tht im ashame to face with

i cant expect that finally our relationship wil end up like this way, i think he might angry me bcoz i never face to face discuss with him, i never respect his feelings as well. i feel sorry n ashame coz me not dare to face him, from the beginning i never told him my feelings tht i cant put in myself to be with him. Am i cruel ? wht i wish to said is i ady knw where d limitation of our relationship, it force me to leave at tht point if nt it might hurt each of us consequently.

he with me

finally i hv make a decision, im choose to be alone, i found tht i cant put in myself to be with him,wht happen to me? Act from the beginning im not realize with this prob,as long as until now, this prob make me not feeling nice in my heart, im scare i wil hurt each other in the future,..Anywhere i wish to tell him abt my feeling when all things settle down, while waiting for that day, i will repeat n repeat to think abt this decision. i wil keep on pray to God wish him can guide me always.