Saturday, January 1, 2011

新的一年,新的希望

在新加坡的日子,过得比在怡保的不一样,学着管理自己的金钱,晚上很多时想到钱就辗转难眠.是时候成长了.
2011年,正式的对自己说,自己逐渐地稳定自己的生活.接着期待着与自己的爱人步入幸福的教堂.但我知道这天的来临之前我们要更加的努力去建立这个家.我们的事业是唯一给我们金钱的来源,家人是我们的最佳支持者.你我的关爱与包容使我们走的更远,生活过得更有意义.
谢谢宝贝伟维的爱护,一起住的日子才看见原来的大家,会学着去让大家的生活和谐,融洽.觉得恩惠的事,爸妈都接纳你了.我的最爱.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Coming future....

Finally i have step out to tell mum that my decision after training. I wish that dad and mum could let me move toward to the life tht i wonder. Ya, the life being together with my dear Waikey. Recently i have think too much about me n u dear, think about, do i trouble for u?(when we stay together) i mean in financial context. Anywhere i will told myself i wont do anything that mistake as what my parents think of. In opposite way, i will proved to them, my dear worth me to do anythg for him. God, pls arrange the way for us that we need to pass by, in order to make our spirit in this relationship become stronger and stronger.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Be with m, please..

Dear Babe, today went out wif parents again. i knw i have made them feel very angry. i also knew that this the chance to let them release what ever bad feeling in their heart. let them mumble i thk everythg will be better than avoid them. Baby, i told myself, i trust u n belif u.. I keep on remind myself that, im no longer the little girl at home. i wanna show my mum that she with dad no need worry for me.

Friday, March 19, 2010

12.12pm-20/3/10

实习的6个月不知不觉过了4个月啦,接下来是时候做决定,勇敢的对爸妈说将来了.
宝贝伟维,看回以前自己写过的blog,总觉得现在的大家比起初初好很多.是你我的生活里充满了大家吧.
希望一年后的今天,你我感情更加稳定.
当选择和你在一起时,我相信你是拿能带给我许多的男人.
加油吧,希望在你身边,晓蕙不是你哪拌脚石.
好久没在新加坡和你一起生活,不了解你当下的心情,没工作的日子很难熬吧.
对不起,我并不了解,也对你的心情变化来得不敏感.
晓蕙这女生很难搞吧? 她所做的每一个决定都会牵泄到很多人.
爸妈的责怪所造成的无形压力都把你给弄苦了吗?
祈望宝贝,晓蕙哪难熬的日子加快过去...

Monday, October 26, 2009

给宝贝的信

宝贝, 你我之间存在的距离不多不少是因我而起,对不起, 给你苦多过开心。好想现在已经不用再背着那学生的身份,爸妈对我的期望很高, 他们不想我以后熬苦,但是他们不知道我现在很不开心。你是个勇敢的男生,一直都是,答应我以后也一样好吗?我不会离开你直到你放下我。

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Selfish

I’m really lost now. In past, I’m a gal who lack of confident, do not concerns to the things happened around me, I don’t know how to care other person, including family and friends. I used to be a selfish gal, most of the time, I seldom sharing with other, fail to mix with friends, what inside my brain maybe is just my own interest.
Recently, I do feel that I’m alone always. Keep on doesn’t satisfy with what I own, I wish to have more close friends, anywhere, that’s only a wish. Ya, that’s might be my personality have problems thus lead to this consequence. Due with this kind of situations, I have the strong feelings to hide myself, that’s what I always do- avoid what I don’t wish to face with.
For m brother, I always feel that since me myself too fail to discipline myself, how do I have the ability to teach him to become good? It’s really a funny joke. I’m really a failure.

Friday, June 19, 2009

前世与今生的情人~


父亲节快乐~
说到啊爸,我蛮像他的,话不多,对朋友蛮客气的,少知心朋友,他呢还为我们这家付出蛮多。
跟妈妈比起,他的生活圈子走不了店铺来往的顾客,生意伙伴。曾经在我小时,有人在我面前问“uncle,你的职业是什么?”啊爸给的答案连听者也觉得吃惊,爸带笑的回答那人“我这行啊~一天工作15钟头啦”,爸的笑话对我来说蛮珍贵的,就如一些人说平时正经的人说起笑话来还真的蛮劲爆的~哈
虽然平时跟爸的话题不多,他习惯依赖妈妈,透过她知道我多点,像会提醒妈妈我这在宿舍的女儿好久没打电话回家了,当妈跟我聊时他就在身边听,如妈妈就是他的翻译人那样,这一切我都收到。
从爸妈哪里我懂的一对夫妻是互补对方的不足的,一柔一刚。有人说,“女儿是爸爸前世的情人,儿子是妈妈前世的情人”,因此父亲大多都疼爱女儿,这我哥一直都觉得 =)
这假期第一次工作,爸妈比任何人都还紧张,每早上他们都给我morning call,怕我这懒惰女儿睡过头了,迟到上班,工作第30天了,这仿佛成了他们的习惯~(其实这也显得他们潜意识里并不放心我这女儿,对我自己照顾自己还放不了心)谢谢,dear,mum n dad..你们都是我生活里跑不掉的人=)虽然有时爸对我冷漠,临出门我都会跟他说声,也让这成为我的习惯吧=)感谢你们俩让我一直想做的做到了,这假期真的比之前没那么颓废,过得比较充实,这工作机会是我想得到很久了~